When
Atlanta
lesbian
activist
Venus
Landin
was
shot
to
death
by
her
ex-partner
on
March
2,
1993,
in
a
murder-suicide,
her
close
friend
and
fellow
gay
rights
activist
Charlene
Cothran
expressed
deep
grief
for
the
loss
of
a
vibrant
soul.
“Nobody
can
fill
the
shoes
of
Venus
Landin,”
she
said
13
years
ago.
“She
was
always
trying
to
bridge
the
gaps
between
everybody.”
Cothran,
a
respected
lesbian
in
the
1990s
in
Atlanta’s
black
gay
community,
wanted
to
pay
tribute
to
her
friend,
and
in
1995
she
founded
Venus
Magazine
with
the
mission
of
informing
black
gay,
lesbian,
bisexual
and
transgender
people
across
the
country
about
issues
affecting
their
lives.
But
today
Cothran
has
a
new
mission
with
the
magazine
—
to
help
lead
black
gays
out
of
what
she
believes
is
a
sinful
life.
“We
believe
that
homosexuality
is
outside
of
the
will
of
God.
We
know
that
many
new
and
longtime
Venus
readers
have
been
instilled
with
a
belief
system
that
is
in
line
with
this
teaching
but
are
still
living
‘in
the
life,’”
the
new
mission
statement
reads.
“These
readers
will
find
the
new
Venus
an
anointed
and
refreshing
tool
for
kingdom
work.”
THE
NEW
MISSION
of
the
magazine
followed
soon
after
Cothran,
who
now
lives
in
Trenton,
N.J.,
says
she
stepped
away
from
being
a
lesbian
last
June
after
speaking
with
a
minister.
“It
was
never
my
belief
system
I
was
born
this
way
and
I
always
believed
it
was
sinful,”
she
said
of
her
life
as
a
“card-carrying”
proud
lesbian.
Raised
in
the
traditional
African-American
church,
Cothran
acknowledged
she
always
became
angry
when
preachers
used
the
pulpit
to
gay
bash.
But
today
she
remains
adamant
that
homosexuality
is
a
“sin
of
the
flesh.”
Cothran,
49,
said
she
is
proud
of
the
30
years
of
gay
activism
she
was
a
part
of
and
still
considers
herself
part
of
the
gay
community.
“What
I’m
not
proud
of
is
that
my
work
pushed
forward
a
movement
that
has
no
respect
for
God,”
she
said.
Rev.
Irene
Monroe,
a
lesbian
and
regular
columnist
for
this
publication,
at
one
time
wrote
spiritual
columns
for
Venus.
“My
feeling
about
her
epiphany
is
that
it
has
more
to
do
with
money
than
conversion,”
she
said,
adding
she
believes
Cothran
is
receiving
financial
support
from
right-wing
black
churches
to
keep
the
magazine
afloat.
Cothran
denied
this,
saying
she
is
essentially
alone
now
because
most
black
churches
don’t
accept
her
because
she
was
once
an
out
lesbian
and
gay
people
feel
betrayed.
FAITH
TRIMEL,
a
filmmaker
who
now
lives
in
Los
Angeles,
was
acquainted
with
both
Cothran
and
Landin
while
living
in
Atlanta.
She
directed,
produced
and
starred
in
a
movie
based
on
the
murder-suicide
of
Landin
titled
“Black
Aura
on
an
Angel”
released
in
2004
and
now
available
on
DVD.
“She
was
handling
the
legacy
of
Venus.
But
to
keep
the
name
of
the
magazine
as
Venus
—
that’s
a
slap
in
the
face,”
Trimel
said.
Cothran
said
she
won’t
change
the
name
of
the
magazine.
“[The
magazine
is]
is
known
as
Venus.
From
a
marketing
standpoint,
it
doesn’t
make
sense,”
she
said.
Monroe
added
Cothran
is
not
the
“prodigal
daughter”
and
by
renouncing
her
lesbianism
and
telling
others
in
the
black
gay
community
their
lives
are
sinful,
she
risks
hurting
the
collective
black
gay
population.